Racist bitch

On June 4th 2013 around 2.30pm one old white as ghost woman near the school verbally attacked me with racial slurs.

I parked on the street and about to go get my child and this BITCH came to me crossing the street and told me not to park there. It was a legal parking so I told her that...she kept going so I told her to educate herself and went on. But then she said " you should learn the laws before you come here"... what the fuck !! Where the fuck she think she came from? I had to respond that so I went to  her and asked " where did you parents came from?", she stumbled for a second and said " my parents are native americans"... seriously bitch ! since when red americans are white as a ghost? Many Indians were passing by but of course no one interferes with a live woman on fire forget about this. 

I called the cops because I didn't want any fight in front of my child's school / parents...as I was  calling she ran away with her husband. I reported her house address and number plate. Cops came and as I told him the cop said " it's not illegal to be a racist, there is nothing I can do". I get the whole freedom of speech thing but keep it to yourself ... If the area wasn't full with Indians it would be still a crap like Campbell and San Jose, infested with white people and lower quality education.

I happened to see that bitch again at school and she started to give me the look...of course I did too. I don't want to put up a show in front of my child but if being racist or giving racial slurs is not a crime then if my child isn't around she is going to get it.

I tried to alert people in school but the PTO refused to put up any email to yahoo group saying it has nothing to do with PTO. Really ? Then forget about any other help from my side ever and I mean it.  Was that a co incident that the chair person was a whitey? hmm..

Well, people may be small minded but keep your fuckin' mind with you, nobody needs to hear it or be ready for the same.

Weird Dreams

Weird ass dreams just freaks me out !

When I was 18+ I frequently use to have a dream where I was chased by some person or I had a gun in intention to use it till I was about 24. All of a sudden this dream stopped. 

I understand that fears or things you saw etc can get real in your dreams but it's still freaky. I love to eat good food and drink good wine or beer - well who wouldn't !- but never had a dream where I was enjoying some great meal... Or even had a great sex dream or a freaky sex dream, whatever !

Many times I had a repeated dream...kinda like a deja vu of a dream. I also had a lot of deja vu moment in real life too..but funny thing is when this happens I feel like I've experienced it and and when it's over I understand that "I've been through this before ! "...why can't I tell that while it's happening? hmm...

Scientist did a study which proved that people actually live the dreams...that means whatever they are dreaming is really happening to them.
         I happen to experience that. I was teenager. I had a dream where I was in my village in front of the house where I lived which is right against a well. My feet were glued to the ground and a scary lady with a huge red dot - kumkum- on her forehead in a traditional Maharashtrian sari was coming at me / or calling me. I was scared to death and calling my mother... it got so intense that I woke up in a shock. When I realized that I am far from the village in a big city I was again breathing normally.  I happen to knew that lady who wasn't really scary or anything but I was scared to see her huge dot and a little bit blackened teeth when I was about 6 or 7.
         After all these years why would I dream about some random lady living in our Wada about whom I never thought about !